Happy Burfday Gems!!!

Everybody left their chaos and hectic lifestyle back home. 3hrs drive-away to Serting, kidnapped si gemok at MRSM, book a hotel and enjoy the 2 days gateway. Finally, i have weekends!!! after working 7 days a week for god knows how long.... Its a family thing.. The whole family was there... Thou along appearance is only on skype, we managed to gathered everybody out from their busy schedule... Happy burfday si gemok!!! You know i love you.... xoxo

TRUST

Trust is just like a vase. Once it's broken, it can be fix. But it will never be the same...

Trust is a big word. I used to trust people and now im falling apart. Today, i deleted the term trust in my life diction. I dont trust anybody from now onwards. I used to believe in the term trust but some people made it looks like a complete bulshit. So yes, i dont trust you people!! You should not too. Trust me, life is cruel. Period

Fleh

# Repair

Sent my old com in for repair (and have got it back, clean, fresh, incredibly fast, but a tad aloof). Wouldn't boot into Windows to resume my long list of porn downloads. *cough cough*

If you have absolutely no patience, do not call ComputerWar. Ever. They're bustling busy and never answer their phones. I must've called them at least 30 times (rotating between their 2 phone numbers listed). Only got thru 3 times. 

1 time he told me to hold and then forgot about me so my 1-2 minutes of waiting was for naught. 

1 more time, to check repair statuses, he gave me another phone number which turned out to be not working. 

And finally he checked and told me his technician would call once the job was done.

The techie suggested that i reformat my com and i told him no way in hell so i added another hard disk and installed Windows on that instead. Lost quite a bit of stuff. In terms of programs as they don't work anymore. My antivirus. My... long list of porn downloads. *cough cough* Other non-installed files are still intact so hurrah.

Life is miserable without my computer.

#Work

Am working part-time, again, at CNX, this time as a data-miner. Gordon told me there was some urgent project that needed some additional manpower so i agreed to help out. Horrendous, brain-numbing, tedious job that is an insult to my intelligence. But i haven't got anything else to do, so might as well earn some cash.

Not to point fingers but i bet some of the data-miners in the other room are complete dunces because we collectively work on 1 group of files with a couple of processes so each file has a chance to go around to everyone once it is submitted for the subsequent process. 

And i keep seeing these really idiotic mistakes coming up and it obviously didn't come from me because i would have remembered and i'm too smart anyway. Ask you upload 2010 annual reports, so why do i keep seeing 2009 reports one after another?! Walao eh if i find out who the culprits are, i'll knock their heads together like coconuts.

But i guess i probably won't. Tomorrow'll be my last day. And it's back to... Uhm... Sleeping all day and waking up to play computer games? Sigh. Life of a bum. True story. ;)

Cabin Crew Interview

Tertidur lepas sahur and solat subuh pagi tadi membuatkan aku terbgn lambat. Klas kul 8.30, pukul 7.45 sedar aku cuma capai aje baju yg ader. Ta gosok pon, tudung pon asal sarung aje. Memang selekeh gila arini. Sekali kena campaign class to class. Mula2 shy shy meow la, pastu amek kau taley na stop ckp... Harap2 kempen harini dpt menambahkan lagi participant. Memandangkan ktorg wat english event, so mmg berabuk la spekeng sana sini.... Abes campaign, tolong HR dept wat interview tuk cabin crew (volunteers) Waa ni first time aku jadi interviewer, best hokeyh!! Mmg kaw2 ktorg bantai dorg ngan soalan2 mencabar ciap bagi case study lagi.... Da la tu candidates sume kne spekeng... Ader yg sampai membatu tergagap-gagap jawab, last2 aku pon.. "dah lah dik, ckp bhs melayu jela..." hamekko fluent je depa jawab... Tapi best la keje ni, tibe2 aku rasa mcm slh bidang, patut amek HR je aku ni:)

• What is our group name & tageline?
• What makes you wanna join us?
• Why shud we choose you?
• Prior the event if we need your help, with just one call away, can you come?
• Can you work under pressure?
• Our event duration is approximately 3/4 hrs, so can you smile all da way?
• Show us your best smile :)))))
• If you are choosen what dept would you like to be in?
• Case study : During our event, if you saw our guest/passenger is arguing and fighting with one another since its a course competition, what would you do to stop them?
• etc

Final Banner

Inilah masalahnya kelas tade lelaki, asal nak buat keje berat je kena mintak simpati kawan kelas laen. Aku bole je panjat sendiri tapi serious banner tu berat sgt, tak daya nak lilit seyh... Thanks to Midi, Aziz , Ammar & Spectrums yang tolong tadi. Tapi still senget la, ta mampu na tegangkan dia sbb berat sgt... boley ta na mintak hafiz tlg betulkan wiken ni??? Tadi prof pon tny psl hafiz, aku ckp die keje... tibe2 je prof na beramah mesra ngan aku... Ciap la esok die tgk banner tu kendur, confirm start mengamok blk... Hurm.. Hadapi dengan senyuman jela bulan2 pose ni :)

Nota kaki : Berjaya menunaikan solat tarawikh arini selepas terlepas semalam sebab event abes lambat. Alhamdulillah, tenang rasa jiwa bila berada dalam rumahNYA & terasa sungguh dekat dengan DIA. Ya Allah aku rindu dengan perasaan ini..... Ahlan wasahlan ya ramadhan :)

Success!

Success! *punches air*

I did manage to go for morning walks, 7 days in a row. Some of the days were... insane, because i watched shows / played games / rolled around / read books until 5-6 a.m. and i thought, ah screw it and i stayed awake till 6.30 - 7 and just went walking.

And slept after i got back. xD

Don't think i lost any weight. But i do feel better.

Mr. Blue Eyes

This is a cat i befriended on my route. I call him Mr Blue Eyes. Coz he has got pale blue eyes. So when i was walking walking i saw his fluffiness and decided to go kacau him.

At first he had this holy-crap-should-i-run-if-he-comes-any-closer-imma-run look that cats so often have. So i squatted down and let him smell my finger and we've been pals ever since. Ha!

Next day, he came over to brush himself against me, which was kinda freaky as he had pieces of twigs and gravel and god knows what stuck in his fur, so i jumped aside and let him brush his face on my shoe instead.

Marbles

Mr. Blue Eye's friend who saw that we were so chummy came over to get some attention. I call her marbles. Coz her fur markings remind me of some white-and-brown marble stones.

I'm sure their owners must have different names for them but that's what i'm calling them in the mean time.

Sigh. Made me miss Sasa.

Surviving in the Event Industry

Forum on Surviving in the Event Industry. Organized by Zentrum = Kaizen + Spectrum. Sabya is Spectrum :) I was in charge to be in the program book (PB) department which i disagree since the day first. But what to do, nobody wanna replaced me. After all the leaps & bounds, ups & downs, we (naz, kak eija & me) managed to produced the PB. In the making process we have go thru alooooottt. I admit it if Prof pissed off & dissatisfied with the forewords, obj, and intro its all MY FAULT not them. I felt very bad when prof yelled at Naz when she should put blame on me. I do seek apologise personally from prof in her room at the same exact day because i felt so bad. Prof said i copied from our senior previous PB, which i did not. Yet i take it as my references. Those previous PB use the same exact forewords line by line every year. I did change here and there, so whats with the copy bulat2??? Selama ni 3 tahun berturut orang buat PB guna text yang sama, kau tak perasan pulak?? The best part is i dont even know that our event is called a FORUM not DIALOGUE SESSION to make it even worsen. If she's not okay with that, FINE. Admit it, my fault. I shud not follow the senior culture in the first place. Then here comes my second draft, she correct it again. I fixed it for the third draft, still an error. Then comes the fourth, fifth, sixth, & seventh draft. For god sake, she actually highliting her own errors over and over again, because she is the only one who change my draft!! Paling tak tahan bila prof suruh ubah design here and there, tana background ni, nak kecikkan buku ni, committee dr 8 page squeeze jd 3 page je, tana font ni, tana kaler ni, yada yada... Hello design is not an easy task!!! Manusia suka condemn design orang, kau suka comment tapi cuba bagi kau buat tgk jadi ta??? To be honest it crushes my brittle heart into pieces that the PB cannot be ready by today due to machine problem in fssr. I came there early in the morning, ALONE just to be frustrated. Aku sampai menangis sorang2 dekat tepi longkang depan fssr tadi sbb event start pukul 2ptg, and dah pukul 12.30 tghri pon the technician is still not there to fix the machine. I felt very bad because i failed to give each n everyone of our juniors the PB. Due to all the constraints we managed to give only 4 copies of PB to each class. How i wish she did not make a fuss in the first place so that we can send the PB to the fssr earlier... I know lots of people is condemning us the PB department. You can say wutever you like, but if you are in our shoes do you think you can do better?? Tepuk dada tanya selera. Terus-terang inilah event yang aku rasa paling gagal sekali :'(

Nota kaki: Tadi prof marah aku sebab tak gantung banner hari ni. Aku ckp ta bawak. Pastu die marah2. Die ckp aku tipu die excuse kelas sebab nak pegi fssr. Ingat aku suka sgt ke nak pegi fssr tu hari2?? Da la kene parking kat menara pastu nak kne jalan 5km g fssr, naik bukit turun bukit. Da la bwk banner, bunting, kad sume sorang2... ingat tak berat ke?? Sometimes kne buat 2/3x trip ke keta sbb ta cukup tgn..Kalau aku tau die na gantung arini, mestilah aku bwk. Smlm da bwk, tp tade tempat simpan. So aku tinggalkanlah kat rumah dulu. Ta kan nak bawak kehulu-hilir. Banner, bunting, flag tu sume lagi berat dari aku. Kereta berat, makin banyaklah makan minyak. Aku tak penah claim minyak, sbb aku buat ikhlas and aku tau kalo aku claim pon mmg dorg ta kn mampu bayar. Brape kali aku pg fssr? Brape kali aku kne saman kat fssr? Brape kali aku angkat barang berat2 sume sorang2 panjat bukit fssr sbb parking gila jauh. Aku buat sume ikhlas, tapi bile jadi mcm ni, seyes aku FEDUP!!!