Salam Hijrah

1431 Hijrah might be a downturn year for me as i go through the saddest phase in my life. Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream. Somehow i thank Allah for open my eyes. The moment that i saw the girl that makes my life miserable, i laugh to myself. I have wasted so much time feeling intimidated by a girl that does not worth to fight with. All i see in her is a hideous ugleeyh dark chubby short stupid girl who will do whatever it takes in desperate of having a boyfriend. How pathetic. I knew he got taste and she is just soo out of range. He doesnt loves her. Everyone knows that. He is just make used of her, she is not a SECOND GIRL after me, she is not even a SECOND CHOICE, she is just a SECOND SPARE PART. I knew she stalks me all the time because she felt insecured. Yes she should, because until today her damn fuggin boyfie text and ring me every single day for god sake!! I knew she will be reading this, i dont mind. And girl, thanks for licking my saliva. You can pick away my trash. My pleasure. And please stop copycat me. Sorry you are not even close. Get a life fugly slut!! You should be proud that im blogging about you because this would be the last before i make a BIG FULLSTOP. Aku harap kau tak bodoh sangat untuk paham, ke na aku translate bahasa jawa?? FULLSTOP. Goodbye 1431 Hijrah

Welcome 1432 Hijrah. First of all i dont hold grudges to anybody. I forgive and forget. I am nice if you are nice to me. I just wanna say how grateful i am to have such a blissful family, beautiful circle of true friends and a very very very loving cinta :) Sometimes i felt ashamed to Allah because i was given a very wonderful life. Allah always remembered me thou i always negligence HIM. Shame on me. I was given a blissful family with a great parents and we live at ease. I have a beautiful circle of friends, they are not many but the small number of them completed me. I have a very very very loving cinta that keep me going and the strength of the reason why i woke up every morning. See, my life is completed. I dont tend to ask for more but i hope everything can be retain in place for the rest of my life. Somehow i do have resolutions for the year ahead to be a good muslim, to work hard and succeed in my career, to loved and to be loved. Amin. P/S : I Love You Aby :)