HIM & HER

Over this past few days, my close ones sume tanya wut happened to me.. Sory la kpd yg terasa hati, bknnye i tana cite tp uols pon tau kan, i bukannye jenis yg suke gebang sane sini bout my personal life. Kalo orang laen suke jaja cerita pasal boyf/gurf sendiri tp seyesly not me. The only medium i cite psl my personal life is thru my blog itupon for my personal satisfaction in this digital diary. Mmg i upload sumer gmbr kat cn bcos sumtimes i treat it more like fotopages than blogspot itself. Kalo uols mual dgn lambakan pix i, itu lantak korgla tade sape pon paksa suh baca kan.. tp kalo uols suke dtg cn than uols are more than welcome :)


I think my close ones sume faham ngan my perangai la, i mmg jenis individualistic. Suke sorg2... And i ta suke wat decision influenced by others sbb for me aku lebih tahu dgn masalah aku sendiri. But i do ask opinions from my 2 besties yg mmg my prob solver dr kecik, yg len2 sory i dont bother lah. Please dont get me wrong, its not like i dont fancy you but this is the way who i am. Dengan situation skrg ni i need a space for myself to think whats best for me.
To treat frens equally, karang korang cakap i ta syg korg, tana share prob.. so i just made it fast here.


HIM & HER blom break, but THEY are just taking a gap to focus on their career. THEY both are very ambitious ppl, THEY r just 21 and THEY have a veryyy looong way to go. Whats stressing HIM & HER is their opposite family background. Through the year THEY have been trying sooo hard to fit & adapt to each other family. THEY are very serious in their relationship and THEY want to move it up to the next level. THEY can just ties the knot asap but they are aware that many possible prob might occur. Furthermore they dont want their children to eat salted fish everyday. So they made a big decision to have a looooong gap. This is a duration for both of em physically & mentally prepared to fit each other for the rest of their lives.


HE want to expanded his career & makes lotsa money before proposing her so that she would go through the same lifestyle after marriage just like the way she has brought up by her parents without feeling any lack. As a future husband HE felt responsible and only wants the best for her. HE dont want her to live in a hardship with him because HE know she is not used to. HE said at the moment this would be a pain to both of em but THEY believed someday THEY will managed to catch the rainbow togetner after THEY have made it through the rain.


SHE does not agree with him at first. For her, SHE rather go thru the hardship together because two is always better than one. But after a loooongg thought, SHE agreed. Because THEY both believed there's no point of "beria bercinta" but at the end of the day ur relationship is not going anywhere. THEY can stick on da fon everyday, texting 24/7, dating every week, & hols every month like other couples but at the end of the day, perhaps another 5 years from now THEY r still in the same condition tanpa ader sebarng kemajuan dlm diri masing2. MEREKA tana bercinta bagai na rak, tapi kawennya ta.


Futhermore SHE thinks that this is a great start for her to achieve her ambition tooo!! SHE is pretty confident that she would be a successful Event manager & a Bistro owner. At least now she can concentrate on her studies and career while HIM expanding his accounting career to the next level and makes lotsa money. Somehow THEY have agreed, madly in love with each other does not affect their broaden thinking & open minded minds that THEY are still young and they need choices!! You never knew who your soulmate would be.. Through this gap THEY permissioned each other to befriend with whomever THEY want. Through the days if THEY have found someone better, THEY just have to confessed. Of cousre THEY always pray for the best, and if its true they are made for each other like stated in Jabal Rahmah, someday THEY will meet again and catch the rainbow together after the rain... Someday THEY will..



P/S: SHE is still trying to adapt herself with her new status, please give her some time...