"No", my darlings, is the new "Yes"! :)
You see, i've had it.
I'm one of those people who worries about others' feelings, and always endeavours to do things in a way that will satisfy all parties.
e.g. i call / sms people for basketball. need to summon enough people. need to reconfirm. need to cancel if rain pisses down on me. need to see who is free. need to see time slot.
e.g. i go and play DotA in the CC coz they're lack of 1 player and i can easily reject but if don't go like damn bad lor...
Which is a fucktard thing to do, really, coz one can never really satisfy everyone AND, more often than not, I end up feeling all frustrated and du lan.
What i'm gonna do now is to be more self-centered. Some well-deserved self-centeredness. Fuck the rest of them la. Gonna kill myself if i wanna keep taking others' into consideration.
***
With regards to CC. I must have spent at least 40-50 bucks! Jesus. I could have spent that on my novel. At least something tangible, you know, instead of splashing it all on a gunfire-screams-filled ambience, with lousy mice (or mouses. I have horrendous luck with the mice in Cyber Cafes. One time the left click was cacat, one click = double click, and you know what this does to gameplay...).
Not to say i detest going to the CC, but twice in a day / 3-4 times a week is where i draw the line.
Sometimes, i have this tiniest little secret admiration for people who:
a) go all psycho-bitch on people
b) have no difficulties in telling people off
and by people, i mean everyone including close friends, hi-bye friends, strangers etc.
They're obnoxious as fuck and always the target of vicious bitchings and virulent gossip, but you gotta admire their balls. Right anot? ;)
***
On a happier note, i'm gonna go watch Sherlock Holmes. Have been doing some pre-reading since i remembered my enormous dust-caked Sherlock Holmes compilation that Aunt Heko gave me Christmases ago.
Sherlock Holmes, then some belting at Neway. Not bad.
You see, i've had it.
I'm one of those people who worries about others' feelings, and always endeavours to do things in a way that will satisfy all parties.
e.g. i call / sms people for basketball. need to summon enough people. need to reconfirm. need to cancel if rain pisses down on me. need to see who is free. need to see time slot.
e.g. i go and play DotA in the CC coz they're lack of 1 player and i can easily reject but if don't go like damn bad lor...
Which is a fucktard thing to do, really, coz one can never really satisfy everyone AND, more often than not, I end up feeling all frustrated and du lan.
What i'm gonna do now is to be more self-centered. Some well-deserved self-centeredness. Fuck the rest of them la. Gonna kill myself if i wanna keep taking others' into consideration.
***
With regards to CC. I must have spent at least 40-50 bucks! Jesus. I could have spent that on my novel. At least something tangible, you know, instead of splashing it all on a gunfire-screams-filled ambience, with lousy mice (or mouses. I have horrendous luck with the mice in Cyber Cafes. One time the left click was cacat, one click = double click, and you know what this does to gameplay...).
Not to say i detest going to the CC, but twice in a day / 3-4 times a week is where i draw the line.
Sometimes, i have this tiniest little secret admiration for people who:
a) go all psycho-bitch on people
b) have no difficulties in telling people off
and by people, i mean everyone including close friends, hi-bye friends, strangers etc.
They're obnoxious as fuck and always the target of vicious bitchings and virulent gossip, but you gotta admire their balls. Right anot? ;)
***
On a happier note, i'm gonna go watch Sherlock Holmes. Have been doing some pre-reading since i remembered my enormous dust-caked Sherlock Holmes compilation that Aunt Heko gave me Christmases ago.
Sherlock Holmes, then some belting at Neway. Not bad.
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